So, about three months ago I was very pregnant and trying to get out of a scorpion-infested house and into a new house before the baby was born.
Our house hadn't sold, we didn't have a new house picked out, and I wasn't getting any less pregnant.
I blame it on hormones now (what reasonable person would be this psycho?), but at the time my head could not wrap itself around the possibility that I might be having the baby while living in that house and there might not be a damn thing I could do about it.
I was convinced (CONVINCED!) that we would be moving before the baby was born and I would not have to move with a newborn and a toddler who was just dipping his chubby little toddler toes into the waters of the Terrible Twos (he has since fully submerged). Nope. It was Not. Going. To Happen.
Ha! Ha. Ha. Ha.
I told anyone who would listen that the baby was going to wait until we moved and that her first house would be our new house. This I told as our house went under contract after six months on the market, fell out of escrow a month before my due date, went back into contract with another buyer and then all forward moving progress came to a screeching halt as all of our small town banks, surveyors, appraisers and title offices tried to coordinate things like how send emails of pictures of the house taken with a 12-year-old digital camera that required floppy discs and how to deliver documents from one department of the bank to another department that was IN THE SAME BUILDING but required someone to get out of their chair and actually walk it to someone on another floor.
So you see, I was thinking positively. Or more accurately, I was in complete and total denial.
But then one day I left denial behind. And I cried. And cried. And realized that I likely *was* going to have this baby while we were in that house.
Once I came to grips with this (and literally, one day I just woke up and had accepted my fate), I felt the weight lift off of my shoulders. I felt calmer, more accepting and receptive to the daily setbacks, and ready for the baby to make her appearance.
We set up everything we'd need for her at home (I had most of it packed up because, you know, we were moving and she was going to be born after we moved, right??) and I literally kicked my feet up and caught up on Toddlers & Tiaras and Real Housewives of Orange County.
The baby came, and guess what?
I was So. Freaking. Happy to be in that house.
When it was time to go to the Birthing Center, I called my mom and she drove right over to stay with Jack. Although he was living in what looked like a UPS shipping center, Jack was at a home he was familiar with (as if having a new baby sister wasn't a big enough change). The next day, my Mother-in-Law came over and took Jack. My mom and my MIL both kept food coming and entertained Jack while Charles continued with packing and making arrangements for the big move. My mom would hold Claire while I showered. We could take the kids just down the road to spend time with their 95-year-old great grandmother who might not have met Claire for weeks if we were in our new house (because who wants to pack up a little baby and toddler and drive over an hour if you don't have to - not me!). When Jack had to go to the ER the day after Claire was born to have his tummy x-rayed (he's fine, and that day is another story altogether), my MIL was able to go with Charles and help with Jack. Did I mention we had lots of help with Jack?
The week before our move there were a lot of loose ends to be tied up and Charles was extremely busy with everything. With all of the help we had just down the road, I was able to concentrate on the new baby and rest.
When Claire was 6 days old, we moved (and for the record, moving day was a lot more exhausting than the day she was born). Charles drove and I sat in the back with Claire. Jack was with my mom; they were coming up later, after the movers had unloaded everything. Charles and I were talking about everything that had been happening and we were musing over the fact that not only had everything turned out fine, but also that it worked out really, really well to be in the in that house those first few days. The help from our moms was amazing. In my head, I hadn't wanted it, didn't need it, would be fine without it. In reality, it turned out to be a godsend.
It was during this drive (which took forever, as we were in evening traffic and had to pull over once so I could nurse the baby) when I had one of those "Aha!" light bulb moments. I realized that what I needed turned out to be exactly what I thought I didn't want.
Another of life's lessons...learned.
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